Wednesday, September 14, 2011

So Anxious either way

It could already be very obvious with some people or if even assumed. I'm being vague anyway...........I have to wait until payday. I would feel a little embarassed and actually a little upset if my instincts are wrong. If my instincts are right, it is a completely different story and will be overwhelming. I would be happy but it would be overwhelming. It is not a cry waiting to fall into the wrong hands. I already have a major hunch at what some enemies would go any lengths to do and I can't let that happen. It will be something to completely prepare my mind for if something were to happen. It is not happening at the time I would want it to happen but I would bust my ass.

Work is well. Halfway through the week. I think it is going to be easier than what I would assume. It makes my life a little less overwhelming. Winter time will be more of an obstacle.
Crafts. I'm mad because I still get a little exhausted and as productive as I planned to be, I'm not getting much done. caffeine diet is killing me. must do. I need to make this blog short and sweet and postpone some other ideas and talk about those ideas for another day.

I still have not figured out the matrix. While there is so much drama within it, the specific drama this time involves some man drama. I really would like to elaborate a little more, but it will be postponed until later. I can already spot a few men. Right now, I am focused on one literal man and the hint is he is in Virginia. I do try to pick up on other things. In being vague in the state I am in, I just can't help myself right now with making efforts to keep my head on straight in all ways and not cave into some of my vulnerabilities. I may have to play an aggressive game of phone tag to find him. I may not have to. I may find someone else to game with.

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