Bridge that is already crossed

With so much past experience of having to suffer from grubby handed people, I am not surprised that I encountered more grubbiness today. It was actually yesterday's paper.
The issue of bipolar disorder.
IF THERE WOULD BE ANY SOLID AND CLEAR STATEMENT CONCERNING THIS IT IS THAT EVERYONE CAN GET THEIR HANDS OFF AND PEOPLE WHO ARE EXPECTING TO BE DEPENDED ON SHOULD GET VIOLENTLY BITCH SLAPPED.

I've been to the hospital a few times. I think of all the times I've been there, the first time I was there was probably my best. I went hard in biting the bullet. The Dr. I worked with was the best Dr. yet. Why? First off, she is walking proof of not being eaten alive by the disease. My actual Dr. was diagnosed with the very same disease. And she is an official Dr. I was so appalled in reading the article in today's paper of how undermined people with bipolar disorder are. The article does at least speak of emotional and psychological aspects, but it is still very demeaning in description of those who have bipolar disorder. I think the next predictable move that pigs and haters would make would be to force me to go to that treatment place where I would be calling people pigs, wiggers, and niggers every step of the way.
It isn't really a serious racial issue. The term does match my anger. I can't help but be such a vulgar sailor during the times where I get so angry. I have referred to takers before. There should be a better term where there is no sort of ethnicity or race that has relevance to the noun of people who live as pigs and taking other people for what their worth who are corrupt and dump the problem, the blame, and other random excuses and reasons to their convenience.

What I'm trying to get at is I'm tired of staleness and irresolvance and piggishness. It isn't that I'm really demanding to be a slave-driving pharoah. I'm simply stating I shouldn't have to suffer for anyone, and especially with a bottom of my gut anger towards pigs. It is when I see things like that, I conclude that people are lazy ass pigs that are far of deserving to have any sort of leadership for the way they manage "inconvenience's," in life.

If I'm an inconvenince, too bad. People need to grow up and learn to deal with life.

I love myself. I would not change a thing about me. I am so sickened that some people think they deserve to undermine me, have my dependence on them, or any sort of rule over me.

This is definitely a major provoking. I've already had my anger and tears over the diagnosis. Sometimes, it varies with how much people who are ignorant of the disease can get a rise out of me. A newspaper article, and especially one that undermines like that really succeeded in it's provoke this time. Good for you authors and editors and "authorities of intelligence." Good for you.

I've had other instances of provokings. Right now, this is the biggest fish to fry of the day.

I'm frustrated but unwavered, unbroken, unmoved by the provoking.