There will always be numbers of pressures and stressors. I really hate some of the things I am aware of. Sometimes, I hate to feel that I have to defend myself over things that are just plain ridiculous.
My mind set is changing. What people would usually think and assume some of my main focuses are, aren't at all. Mainly, politics. I hate that I am a vulnerable adult right now at this moment. I am living a very personal life, and hate that I know how much I am being watched. I hate the additional judgement, criticism, and possessive remarks people make of me concerning the mix of politics and my state of being. I do not consider myself a coward whatsoever; this next huge change in my life is not meant to be a political agenda at all. It will not be subjected to one either. As for other people being paranoid of my own recent personal choices and judgement; it is not even about them. I mean this in a large political spectrum. This is about me and my life, and everything and every specific person involved, personally.
While people may be constantly subjecting me to their agenda's of entertainment, my change will be to continue to have the same stance as I have always have in dealing with people's expectations of me to be subjected to entertainment.
In other thoughts, I am happy. I will eventually say more thoughts, but right now, there is so much I keep to myself.
Crafting: I had a great weekend. I hope to find at least one more festival other than flea markets to set up shop. Flea market went well this weekend.
Still looking for a job.
I will probably make this a movie week and rent a bunch of movies.
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