Seth WTF?

When you first came on to me, I really did question it. It isn't too surprising that you are being another typical male. It is depressing and I'll get over it. I thought this relationship would be more but it seems like you are being competitive and wanting to intimidate me. It is too late to say that you havn't been watching me or stalking me. I have never expected anyone to pay attention to every detail about me or to be so enmeshed. It really is a good thing to not have a suffocating enmeshment, but it is also a bad thing with what you are either ignoring or provoking me with. It also says how weak of a person you are that in my most vulnerable and emotional times that you are preying on me the way you are. You're the weak one. I'm upset at both people you are talking about but moreso Kim. I'll start with John (the baby's father in my world) first. In literal life, he has not contacted me or made anything personal. In the matrix, I have seen his roles of action for what they are. There are times that I am more isolated that he comes across as Gadaffi. There are other times that are more public or have an audience where he does want to put on a show; be a people pleaser; and be in a popularity contest. I don't know who his girlfriend is; I deny I am his girlfriend.
As for "Stephon," this is another example to support the idea of a popularity contest. I take it as criticism and wanting to make me feel inadequate in the social scene. I still don't get some of the things he says or the entire gist. With how the setting was with John, how could I not assume that he has been watching me and is one of my stalkers from a distance? There will always be a large audience of varied people who watch and stalk me. While he may have the advantage of knowing about me (but not knowing me) there is still a lot that I don't know about him and it appears that I have been one of his prey's from a distance for a period of time. We just happened to hook up. Hmph. I really don't know him. I don't know his why's for anything either. He could simply be what he says he is: an immature guy who just wants to have fun and I was a one night stand of his fun. We still are not on good terms; I refuse to have an abortion.
Both Kim and John are probably the reason for what my chemistry with other people has been lately. I could assume that they would be responsible for recent communism. My chemistry has been about movies that Portman has been in: the gist and message of "V for Vendetta," and also they are people that would definitely inspire me to continue being a slut.
Both you and John right now are guilty of coming across as degrading and subjectifying. If you really want me to be Kim's loser, than you need to be the one to let me go ASAP and bust your ass for her instead of to keep pursuing a subjectification with me. This isn't love, this is competitive desperation and degradation.
Right now this seems to be nothing about fascism and popularity.
I think Kim wants to get under my skin the most when she includes a "Social work," label in her well-roundedness. I have been anorexic to any name games or labels during the times people have called me "Kim." I do take it as an insult because when it comes to even a bigger picture of government and control, I would see myself most definitely as the better leader. Of course you would pick Kim, because she would be one of the most impossible to compete with. In terms of what her "social work," role would be; it would be: to overlook your degradation, subjectification, and expectation to be her or a certain person of wealth's slave, and moreso be focused to "respect the breadwinner." Fuck you and your tyranny Kim.
Seth, she has already proven that not only is she a bad judge of character, but also a person who entitles herself to more roles of being the ultimate judge and vindicator and person who has the right to own and see me as "her piece of property."
It is already degrading to have this argument or put up a fight. I'm tired of the neverending story of being provoked and expected to be subjected to someone and forced to follow them. V FOR VENDETTA. I already know some things for myself, but I am so sick and tired NOT JUST WITH INADEQUATE JUDGEMENT BUT PEOPLE NOT TAKING "NO" FOR AN ANSWER TIME AFTER TIME. After I'd said mercy to you Seth, I would have thought that you would have relieved me from some restlessness but you're nothing but another dead end. I am inspired to not be in any relationships and be a slut. I don't know how controlling you are going to be from here or if it is stockholms that are just strictly business but still subjectifying and in an endless cycle of V for Vendetta.
People like you guys make America's democracy, freedom, and liberty nothing but a joke and something that other countries should mock and deny.
Fuck you Seth